wine and animosity

I woke up alone in an empty bed

With thoughts of you filling my head

The chaos of last night still lingers

Once more you’ve put me through the ringer

I thought God gave me you for the ups and downs

But all you ever do is leave me in doubt

A combination of wine and animosity

The irony of it all isn’t lost on me

I don’t know how it all keeps going wrong

One minute you love me, the next you’re gone

I’ve got whiplash from the constant back and forth

I would fix the problem if I knew the source

The clouds are crying to match my tears

A dreary morning to match my fears

Things will never change, it’ll never get better

The stains on my cheeks will only get wetter

I’ve hid in bed as long as the night allowed

I’ve never needed you like I do right now

But I won’t pick up the phone, I’ll keep the heart ache at bay

I’ll shuffle through alone this Valentine’s Day

 

© Chelsie Cummings 2017

 

 

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